Saturday, October 4, 2014

In The Light October short 4

It's weird as you walk through your house at night. The lights from outside cast shadows on the floor. On the walls. On objects you know and hold dear. On objects you have all but forgotten. But the light, it plays with you. The light shows you the sinister in everything. It shows you the evil that claws at you in your most horrid nightmares. Your body tenses as you see a moving person behind your bookcase. Your eyes widen as you see something scurry under your favorite chair. Your breath quickens as you feel that breath on your neck. Is it too late? You scream. You run. Your feet don't seem to move fast enough. You swear you feel the claws at the back of your neck. You swear you feel something crawling in your hair. You scream again as you slam your door shut and flick on your light. You shake out your hair in a panic. The light is safe. The light has dispelled everything. You have forgotten one thing though.

It was the light that showed you. It was the light that brought the evil to your attention. It's in the light these demons thrive.

Friday, October 3, 2014

Teddy Bear. October short (poem) 3.

Mama always asked,
"Whats with the teddy bear,"
"Well Mama" I said with heart,
"They chase away the scare,"

"I never see him standing,
I never see him fight,
But out of the corner of my eye,
He will kill that evil fright"

"Ok" My mama said,
Tucking me and teddy in,
"Rest your weary eyes my dear,
Those monsters cannot win,"

And then my mama left me,
Alone and in the dark,
And out of the corner of my eye,
The teddy showed his heart,

The beast rose from the doorway,
Scary and full of sin,
And Teddy did do battle,
I knew that he would win!

When Daddy fought my Teddy,
The match was not that fair
For the monster that's my Daddy,
Is no match for Teddy Bear.

Decorations. October short 2

Every town (and I do mean every town) has that one house. Sometimes it has a story. Sometimes it has two (little house humor for you). Sometimes it's occupied. Most times it's long abandoned and becoming one with the earth. But there is one thing that everybody can agree on: it's haunted. By ghosts. By people who long ago abandoned any type of social doctrine. By monsters. Sometimes they're all three. And by god, our little town of River's Glen had a doozy of a haunted house.


It was 3 stories (hey not all of them are the same...), used to be white and stood up on a hill on the edge of town. A bare oak stood out front all year long and on blustery days, it would scratch on the house making the most eery noise. Kids would often exchange stories about that house. A rich man was murdered there by his jealous wife because he had an affair with a house maid. A bunch of kids were murdered there when the owner of the orphanage went psycho and took an axe out of the wood shed. It had a room where a crazy man would perform surgery on unwilling patients... By time I had reached my fourteenth year I had heard them all. And I believed none of them.


Being a very skeptical teenager I had never taken much heed to the children's stories. I never did believe in ghosts. Even my mom would regale me with stories about how I was the bravest child. Never had to check under the bed. Never had to check the closet. My skepticism kind of set in then too and I think she was just trying to brag. I remember being very afraid of things in my closet. I remember things but that's a different story. The point of me telling you about my skepticism was to tell you I had visited the house many times. Finding the back door wide open gave me plenty of opportunity to go in and out. Much to my disappointment, the house was completely empty. Aside from a few caches of garbage around from my idiotic peers, it didn't contain any secrets. There was no operating table. No blood stains. No secret closets. No locked attic. The place was clear.


On that summer day we sat down at the park looking up at the house, exchanging stories again. There were some new girls in the group and some of the boys had to try to impress them. I stayed invisible near the back of picnic area but I could hear them clearly. A pretty redheaded girl named Ashley scoffed at one of the older boy's grisly story of cannibals living in the house.
"Bullshit Scott." The words made him start and stare at her.
"It's not bullshit. My brother told me about it. There's a room downstairs that he would keep his victims in. He'd also cook them downstairs in a big cauldron that's still..."
"Eh, it's still bullshit Scott." I said, breaking my silence. The girls had already began to giggle and move away from him. He glared at me as he realized they were leaving. "I've been in there."
"No you haven't. Nobody has. Nobody's brave enough..."
"It doesn't matter." I waved him off and grabbed my bike. I didn't feel like arguing with Scott Howard. He was a jock and a hard head. A stellar member of the debate and football team, but a poor person to actually argue logic with. Passion always won out on his end.
"Let's go then. Prove it dummy."
"We can't. Somebody's bought it." I pointed up the hill. It was perfect timing. A wood paneled station wagon and a large moving van had just pulled into the driveway in front of it. It was hard to tell at that distance but a man in a white shirt stood checking it out.
"Aw shit. I hope they warned him." A couple of Scott's friends had began to whisper among themselves as they watched the man talk to the movers. I started to ride away. I didn't feel like staying there much longer. This was likely to dredge up even older stories about the house and I had grown tired of those ones a long time ago.

The talk remained at whispers among us through the summer and into the fall months. At school there wasn't a day that didn't go by that someone didn't mention that house on the hill. It seemed the new tenant was a bit of a shy guy. He hadn't come down into town once (that they knew of) and even rejected the welcome basket the chamber of commerce had sent to him. Well that was the rumor anyway. My mother worked for the chamber and I know they didn't send a basket. He hadn't registered his address in town yet. I always shook my head and walked away whenever someone would bring it up. It was becoming quite clear to my friends and acquaintences that I was growing tired of hearing about the house and it's new occupant.

Before you could blink though, Halloween was upon us. At the very least, the decorating. The local drug store had painted an amazingly detailed cemetary in their window. The one salon in town had put up spider webs all around with fake spiders and bats dangling from it. The video store had put it's horror movies in the movie spotlight section. Houses had up orange lights. Fake mummies. Comical witches smashed against trees. Cut out wooden skeletons. But one house stood out. One house was better decorated. And of course it would be that house. Out front he had dug up the dirt to look like fresh graves. A very well done skeleton hand jutted out of one. A large realistic looking spider sat in the far corner of his porch. Red eyes flashed from the bushes. And hanging from the oak tree were bodies covered in burlap. A pair of shoes dangled out of each one and they were suspended by a thick piece of rope ending in a hangman's noose at the end. Kids would get closer than they had dared before to admire the decorations. I decided I was going to admire them from the front of the house. He wasn't going to bite me.

“How you doing young man?” The tenant came out of his new house holding a stack of what appeared to be thick headstones. They were foam but it was hard to tell with the way they were painted. He began to set them up at the head of the graves.
“Um...doing good. These are awesome. Your decorations.” I pointed to them. He laughed and brushed his hands off on his slacks. If you were to describe him in one word I'd say 'nerd' but not exactly. His hair was slicked back and neatly trimmed. He had thin frame glasses that didn't look to be in any sort of disrepair. He wore a white short sleeved shirt but it was missing pens. Bright orange suspenders adorned with little black jack o' lanterns held up his khaki slacks above his patent leather shoes. Just enough to show off his socks, which had a very positive pattern of pink flamingos wearing sunglasses. It seems like a comical get up but he pulled it off. I couldn't laugh at him. On him it looked normal.
“I'm Jonathan Ogden. You can call me Mr. Ogden.” He approached me and held out his hand. I shook it, strong like my father taught me.
“I'm Brian Carson. Nice to meet you. “ Mr. Ogden walked back to his headstones. I looked up at the bodies hanging from the tree. Each of the shoes were dirty. Scuffed. Some were worn down on the soles. Each one even had a pair of socks. Mostly white but some were neon colored. “The shoes look used.”
“They are. I buy them at Good Will. Well did. I think I may try a couple of the thrift stores in town now. Seems like I should do my part for local business.” He put up the last headstone and wiped his hands again. “Some of them I wear a bit to make them look a bit more used.”
I pointed to a pink pair of runners shoes. “Like those pink ones there?” I felt at ease with Mr. Ogden. The joke may not have set well with some people but I felt like he would laugh. And I was right.
“Don't knock it Brian. Most comfortable shoes I've ever worn.” He winked at me. “Almost regret putting them in the decorations.”

I became good friend's with Mr. Ogden the following months. I would help him with various chores for extra money. Sometimes he'd help me with a science project, if dad just didn't know what I was doing. Even the children's idea of him changed. The house was no longer the haunted house. It was just Mr. Ogden's house. And the stories just faded into legend. They stayed around but no longer about that house. They were used around campfires to scare the younger kids.

That Halloween me and a friend of mine named Jason stopped in to help Mr. Ogden hang his decorations. He had offered us each twenty bucks to do it and to be honest I was running out of money renting horror movies at the Video Stop. Jason didn't need the money, having come from a richer family but since he was pretty much spending every weekend at my place, he decided he should chip in for the pizza and movies too. Mr. Ogden had already dug the graves and was adding the skeleton arm as we approached.

“The bodies are just inside the door if you boys want to bring them out. I'll get the ladder and come hang them in a minute.” Jason shivered at this and I laughed.
“Don't be a superstitious prat. They're decorations.” I laughed as we went inside the house. The bodies were lined up like some sort of warfield. It was kind of freaky looking but I didn't let Jason see me shiver. Sometimes I think he only did things cause I showed I was brave enough to do them. I didn't want to break his resolve.
“Are they...”
I picked one up with one arm and shook it at him. “No. They are not real. Grab a couple.” We each took turns carrying them outside. I noticed something strange about the burlap decorum as we hauled it out onto the lawn.
“The shoes are different.” I noticed a pair of loafers this time. A newer pair of running shoes that were only a little dirty. A pair of Chuck's. A wildly different set than last year.
“Can't repeat myself too much. I mean it's bad enough I'm using the same spider. Gotta change something up right champ?” And I agreed with him. I noticed today he wore black suspenders with a green zombie arm near the bottom of them. His socks were pink flamingos again. I noticed over the months he only wore those socks on days he wants to have fun. Otherwise it was all business with the plaid. And again I think only he could pull it off.

It only took a few hours to get everything put up where he wanted it. We helped him paint a couple of fake wood coffins he had made and by the end of it we had more brown on us and our shoes than we had on the coffin. We helped stretch the spider webs across the front porch. We even helped as much as we could with the bodies but he wouldn't let us climb the ladders so we just watched. At the end of the day we walked our bikes back down the hill towards the Video Stop. Exhausted but forty dollars between the two of us.
“You know it was months ago so I can't be sure...but I think those Nike's belonged to Scott Howard.” Jason said without much concern in his voice. Around February Scott disappeared. His mom and dad had split and his father had moved up north somewhere. So when he was no longer at school everyone just assumed he had moved with his dad. When the missing posters went up we all just assumed he had ran away to be with his dad. It was no secret his mother was an alcoholic. There was no reason to believe otherwise and it didn't really concern us much. The police even seemed reluctant to launch an investigation.
“Maybe his mom just donated his stuff to the Treasure Dive. I mean she did just move.” I don't know why his comment bothered me. Maybe cause even though he said it offhand, it felt like he had accused one of my good friends of something terrible. I didn't want anyone thinking bad of Mr. Ogden. He was a nice guy.
“Yeah you're probably right.” And that was that. He didn't say any more about it. We walked into the Video Stop and rented Halloween for probably the thirtieth time and didn't talk about Mr. Ogden's decorations anymore that night.

Jason went missing January 30th. I really didn't know why my mom was freaking on the phone that night. I was just trying to enjoy the second episode of The Simpson's but something that was on my mom's face made me mute the TV and join her in the kitchen.
“Mom...what's...”
“Jason didn't come home today honey.” I immediatly darted outside. I had to go find him. I knew he would do the same for me. But it didn't matter. I rode all night in the freezing cold. I was shivering and red by time I gave up and headed home. My parents gave me a strong lecture about disappearing like that but I took it in stride. I knew for a fact they'd have done it for their friends at my age. But I was scared anyway. This wasn't like Jason. He was happy at home. Despite having workaholic parents, they always found time for him. He had a great home life. And even in the moments he was being punished, or things weren't even up to their usual standards, he never even
joked about running away. That wasn't like Jason.

They had given up by time October rolled around. It had been a sad summer of me hiding in my room and reading. I didn't go by the Video Stop since the last time Jason and I had. I didn't even want to keep going to school but Mom made me. But about the time the police had given up on finding him (in town at least) was the time I figured I should stop moping and get on with it. It was tough sure but I really couldn't be sad about it forever. After all I hadn't gone missing.
When I got to Mr. Ogden's I could see he had another helper there. Betty Pearce. If this had been a year earlier I'd have been too nervous to help. Not that I wasn't nervous now. Betty was one of the prettiest girls in school. With her green sweater that revealed a form I had began to notice the last couple of years, her blue jeans and bright white tennis shoes. If I hadn't been trying to get over Jason's disappearance I may have thought twice about helping Mr. Ogden. But I was in no state of mind to really worry about what girls thought of me. I was going to help him decorate. Get my mind off everything.
“You know where the bodies are.” Mr. Ogden pointed after our greetings and catching up. Betty was stretching spider webs across the front window. She smiled at me as I passed and I smiled back. It added an extra bounce in my steps.

I threw the last body on the pile beneath the tree when I noticed something that made my heart lurch in my chest. It brought back a memory I didn't want to think of, a memory that disturbed me then and disturbed me now. “...I think those Nike's belonged to Scott Howard...”

On one of the bodies were a pair of Reeboks. Splashed across the front toe was a spot of brown paint. They were unmistakeable. They had only sat by my front door almost every weekend.

They were Jason's.

I sat staring at them for a long time before Betty had realized I wasn't moving. She must have gotten concerned. She touched my shoulder and I about jumped out of my skin.

“Are you alright Brian?”
“Yeah. Yeah Betty. Um...I gotta go.”
“Oh...ok. I'm sorry.” She blushed like she did something wrong.
“Hey, nothing to be sorry about. You can have my twenty bucks. If he's still willing to give it to me since I'm splitting. Either way...” And I took off. I didn't look back to see if Mr. Ogden noticed I had left. Or that Betty had just gone back to work. I didn't notice. Cause I was for the first time, actually scared. And if I had thought more about it, then I would have gotten Betty out of there.

And when Betty went missing the following winter, I regretted my cowardice. I would have to wait and see. Maybe it was just a strange coincidence. I'd bide my time and see before I blew the whistle. Because there was no way I was going to do it without evidence. He'd no longer be my friend if I did and I was wrong. Maybe the killer himself donated the shoes. Maybe it was just a lucky coincidence. Maybe. But what if I was wrong?

I spent a lot of days at the Treasure Dive, inquiring heavily about shoes. After a time the shopkeeper said she'd call me if any had come in. I even talked to Betty's mom. She had been wearing the white shoes when she disappeared.

My seventeenth Halloween gave me the answer I didn't want. When I handed up the white shoed body I hesitated.
“Something wrong Brian? You've been acting stranger than normal these past few months.”
“Betty and I were...sort of going together.” I lied. “Losing two friends like that kind of...screws with you. Plus you know...puberty.” I shrugged it off. He chuckled at the last joke.
“I'm really sorry about your friends Brian. It's odd how many kids disappear around here.” And I nodded. River's Glen was a very strange town. Lots of crap had happened over the years here. People blamed all sorts of things. There were as many stories about the town as there were about this house.
“If that's the last one Mr. Ogden. I'd like to go.”
“Sure Brian. I'll talk to you later.”
I was sick to my stomach but I knew what I had to do. The white shoes. Those white shoes. They confirmed what I didn't want to admit. What I didn't want to know. And I had to take care of it.

The following Halloween, everyone was disappointed in Mr. Ogden's decorations I noticed. There wasn't a spider on the porch. There were no coffins, no shallow graves. No headstones. No evil eyes in the bushes. And there was only one body.

It swayed in the wind a little heavier than the previous ones. And dangling out of the burlap were two patent leather shoes. And socks with a very positive pattern of pink flamingoes, wearing sunglasses.

The Refuge. October short 1.

The rain came hard and the rain came fast. And it was quite unlucky for Ryan as he'd hiked several miles into the woods. Not wanting to turn back he charged forward, hoping for a thick pine or rock shelf to hide and weather it out. As he turned the corner it loomed above him through the trees. His shelter. A large cave. It looked inviting in the twilight downpour so he charged in with haste. Being caught in the rain with your hiking gear wasn't any way to spend the day.

The cave seemed to go on forever. Ryan snapped a glow stick and held the low green light above his head. It wouldn't penetrate the back reaches of the cave but he could see all he needed to see. In the center of the large area in front of him was a circle of rocks. Scattered around it was wood, enough wood for a fire. Dry, seasoned wood. The best kind of firewood.

It didn't take him long to make the wood into a nice warm fire. The man was always prepared for almost any eventuality. Except rain the weatherman had assured wouldn't come. But no matter. Ryan had a nice roaring fire and he settled in, ready to spend the night.

The overcast sky had fooled him into thinking it was later than it actually was. It had been a half hour or more since he had entered the cave. And while he was sleepy and relaxed, he was pretty sure it should have been dark by now. Shadows flickered on the wall and strange noises echoed from the back of the cave. Strange but somehow normal in this weather. He eased back onto his pack and slowly but surely fell asleep.
A loud pop erupted from the fire and Ryan shot awake. He looked around confused, unsure of where he was for a minute before he laid back down and took a deep breath. He was still in the cave. Still safe. Drier than he had been when he fell asleep. He sat up and looked outside into the forest. But he couldn't see a thing. Getting up and moving closer to the mouth of the cave he realized that it had gotten dark. Pitch dark. He shrugged and turned back to the fire, to see how much time he had left of his cozy flame.

But it hadn't changed.

The wood was still the same as when he started the fire. Each log was just as fresh as when he stacked it in there. Ryan sat down on his pack confused. Maybe it hadn't been that long. Maybe the sun did go down really quick. In an attempt to get his bearings he picked up his glow stick and went to go outside. But it no longer had a glow to it. How many hours did it have? He wasn't sure what the package had said but he was sure it was longer than the wood would have taken to burn.

As he looked down at his hand something caught his attention. His eyes darted to it and realized it was shadows on the wall. They moved eerily. Like people, moving about the fire. He turned around and realized they danced on all the walls. They moved. Each one getting bigger and bigger. He tossed the glow stick down and turned, trying to catch glimpse of something, anything, that wasn't covered in shadow. But the shadows were growing. The cave was getting darker. Ryan didn't know which way to turn. Each pathway just offered him more darkness. There was no way out! His breath quickened in his throat as the shadows seemed to peel off the wall to close in on him. He felt them brush his neck. He cried out and covered his head with his arms. In a final desperate attempt to dispel them, Ryan kicked his campfire to put it out. That's when they made their last move. They rose up from the ground, and tore him apart. The ripped his flesh from his bones. Limb by limb he was devoured. His scream echoed in the cave, reverberating off the walls deep inside. And as the last note faded away, the shadows did too. The rain stopped. And the wood sat still. Enough wood for a fire. Dry. Seasoned.

The best kind of firewood.